Atlanta 3 Day- Day 2

Day 2

We actually woke up earlier than planned on Saturday morning. I was up and moving about 5:00, and grateful as the line for the bathroom when I left was quite long. We changed in our sleeping bags, throwing on new walking clothes and hoping that our shoes would hold up better than the still wet ones from the day before.

I was grateful that rest and prayers had allowed my body to move just a bit easier than I had the night before. I was still stiff and sore but my movement was freer and I could walk with very little pain. One thing I found amusing was the fact that I could not duplicate the neat packing job from the night before. Despite my best tries, my possessions seemed to have doubled. We finally were able to put everything in some place and took our bags back out to the transportation trucks so they could be taken to camp. We lost track of Elyse after arriving the night before, despite our constant looking, we could not find her.

The morning was rather brisk, but it felt good. Best of all the rain was gone. It was still cloudy, but the thought of not having to walk in the rain made me happier than any other weather forecast in my life. We loaded onto a bus and headed to camp for breakfast and for the start of the day.


As I kept moving my muscles seemed to loosen just a bit more. This was aided with the help of the jazzercise routine that two peppy instructors lead us through. I think that was my one and only compliant. I would have loved just a plain old stretching routine in the morning. The jazzercise required too much coordination for a person who can barely walk and chew gum at the same time. It also turned a lot of women off the idea of warming up for the day.

Breakfast was yet another amazing meal and I was grateful for the oatmeal that helped warm me up. Then it was back to standing in line as we waited for the start of a new day.

While we were standing in line, Erin and I made plans for next year. We talked about what we needed to do differently and what fun and crazy ideas we had for the rest of the team. It was at that time I realized I would need a co-captain. I was fine on managing Erin on my own, but what would I do when our team had grown to four...or five? Taking out the wand that Erin had provided me with, I dubbed her co-captain of the 2009 FBG 3 Day team. The other walkers around us chuckled and Erin took a bow. Of course then she realized that meant I would actually make her work, she took it all with a smile and a laugh though.

Finally they let us leave and we made our way up the hill out of camp. It was an amazing experience to see the hundreds of walkers in front of us and to turn around and see the hundreds of walkers behind us. Everyone clad in pink and white and in various states of tiredness, yet each willing to keep moving for the cause.

We walked along a highway for awhile, heading into Duluth. It wasn't uncommon to see a woman squeal and throw her hands up as she discovered road kill lying in her path. I think I saw more dead opossums and deer on this walk than I have at any other time in my life. The first three miles were easy, and before the sun truly came out we had made it to Pit 1. My goal that day was to stretch as much as possible, hoping that my legs would be able to withstand the stress I was putting them through.

We headed out again and started making our way through Duluth. I was excited to see some of the same cheerleaders that had been out in the rain with us on Friday, out again. They were a great source of comfort and cheer, knowing that they were willing to devote three days just to cheer us on.

We danced through intersections, thanked grumpy peace officers, and found ourselves excited just to be on the road again. We also ran into new cheering groups. The people at Whole Foods were lined up outside their store with water, fruit, and power bars. I was so excited to eat a banana (I love them and had missed my morning banana the three days before) then across the street from them was a whole other set of cheerleaders, handing out fun clappers and stickers- not to mention candy. With that boost we headed towards a corner where a steak house sat, Erin hoped that they would be handing out samples, I don't know how that girl could have been thinking about eating steak and potatoes at 9:00 in the morning, but somehow she was.

When we reached the steak house, which had no samples- much to Erin's chagrin, the sun came out in full force. I think there was a cheer that went out, but that may have just been me cheering on my own in celebration. We made it to Pit 2 where I had to stop at medical for blister care and ice for my shins.

We stayed at Pit 2 longer than I would have liked, but the ice on my shins made them feel a whole lot better. Armed with newly patched blisters and hot spots and iced shins, we set out again. Me moving just a bit slower than I had earlier that morning.

It was about this time that I started feeling down. I desperately missed my family and wished that even one of them had made the trip with me. I was participating in one of the biggest adventures of my life and all I wanted was a hug from my dad or mom. We continued walking. Blisters growing, feet hurting, and the sun beating down on us. I was ready to call it in when we approached a cheering station.

These cheering stations had been set up by Komen and the local radio affiliate. There were people just lined up on both side of the sidewalk cheering us on. Thanking us for what we were doing. It was then the tears came. I was walking not only for myself but for each of these people. I was walking so that the young girls there, waving their pompoms never had to deal with the realities of breast cancer. Never would have to know what it was like to worry about losing a loved one to that disease. I couldn't control the tears as I walked and I was grateful for the people there with boxes of tissues. With this bolster we continued on heading for Pit 3.

About a half a mile away I started to really slow down. Between the massive blister forming on my heel and shin splints I could barely move. Poor Erin stuck by my side though finally flagging down a sweep can to take me the last half a mile- get this traffic was so bad Erin actually beat me there. I was amazed at the attitude of the women in the van. They were done for the day, ready to give up. I became quiet and sullen- Erin had to force me into the van, I hadn't come 1700 miles simply to give up. I needed help out of the van when we arrived and while most of the women I had rode with headed for the bus to be taken to lunch, I shuffled over to medical. I begin icing my shins immediately while both Erin and I sat on a cot and waited for blister care. I had three nasty blisters on my right foot, the worst being one that covered the whole inside of my heel. They popped that one, but told me in no uncertain terms that it would be back and I would know when it was back. I moved painfully from the cot and the nurse asked me again if I was alright. I was unable to respond as my eyes were full of tears from the pain. I simply nodded and moved on, knowing that I had to push on.

I made it a mile after the pit stop, and was able to see a band of preteens out performing for the walkers, before I flagged down a van to take me to lunch. I simply could not move any more. They helped me into the van and I dejectedly sat in the corner and tried to figure out what my next move was.

I enjoyed the walking. I enjoyed the time with Erin and the other women around. I didn't want to give that up, but I didn't know if I could physically walk any more. I sat in the parking lot where lunch was, marveling at the women who had the energy and stamina to dance while music played. I could barely stand alone, let alone walk. I sat there, lost in thoughts about myself and my own melancholy as Erin and I ate our lunch.

I sat there and prayed that I would know what to do. I reminded God of his promise that I would have the strength and stamina to finish the walk. I reminded him that I was doing what I could to take care of myself, but the rest was up to him.

I told Erin that I was heading to the portapotties and that I would meet her at the medical tent and left, the decision of what to do still weighing on me.

When I came back it was if a burden had been lifted. My legs still hurt but I was able to walk. We left the lunch stop, without a visit to medical and continued on our way. My goal each time being- just make it to the next pit, then you can decide what to do. Erin praised the outcome of the "magic porta-potty" and I just smiled, knowing that it was some divine help that made it possible.

We continued on our way, our pace of four miles an hour once again restored. I was amazed at how quickly we moved even with the hills and I felt like I was a whole new woman. I soon started calling Erin, "Duluth" as most of the other walkers called me "Utah" we moved through them all- my blister that had been popped, definitely filling again- but it did not matter. We arrived at Pit four and broke out into Grease Lighting with the rest of the walkers and I was shocked at the difference an hour made.

We continued on our way again, heading further and further into "old town" Duluth. The only time I complained (out loud that is) was during this stretch. I desperately needed a bathroom and the grab and go never seemed to arrive. We finally made it to the grab and go and were excited to realize that there were only four more miles of the day left.

The next 1.5 miles were great. We were in Erin's neighborhood and she was pointing out things that were fun to learn about. Then we hit the second cheering station of the day- though we were fighting with trick-o-treaters for space on the sidewalk. We were blessed by a white Muslim woman (talk about stereotypes going out the door) and met Erin's parents. I found I could not stop for long though as the pain was quickly returning to my legs (and my bum knee). We said our goodbyes and continued onward to the next pit. Thanking those who came out to support us and marveling that strangers would come and cheer on other strangers.

We arrived at Pit 5 and I headed straight for medical. The nurse there was kind and wrapped my knee for me. Placing a bag of ice on the ace bandage and then wrapping plastic wrap around it. The other workers told me to hop on the bus, but I was only a mile and a half away from camp. So Erin and I took off, the ice bag strapped on the knee and still moving at our 15 miles.

That I have to say was the most empowering experience. We passed people as we walked and got a few double takes. One guy told me that I should not be allowed to pass him as I just took the last bit of confidence he had. Another group of women continued to cheer me on as we passed, shouting, "Keep it up, Utah."

The ice bag fell off by the time we made it to camp. But I didn't care. When I thought I wouldn't make it through the afternoon, there I was checking into camp and looking for my luggage.

It was then time to get our tent sent up. Actually the first thing we did after getting our tent and luggage was take off our shoes. Sure enough, my blister was back in full force. Not only had it grown, but it had brought friends. Completely exhausted I tried to set up our tent from lying on the ground- that didn't work. I then tried to find a helpful boy scout- there wasn't one around. So instead Erin and I just did it ourselves. It was a pretty pink tent, and while I unpacked Erin decorated it so we would find it amidst the other 1700 pink tents that were around camp.

Once the tent was set up we both limped over to medical. Only to find we had to shower before we had our problems taken care of. We went to eat dinner, which was delicious and where Erin met people who knew her brother and sister. Then it was off to the showers.

I really didn't mind showering in the back of a semi. I felt that I had enough privacy, and it wasn't at all what I thought it would be. After getting all clean and ready to go we headed once again to the hospital tent. This time determined to have our blisters taken care of- and my shin splints.

The wait wasn't that long before a nice nurse took me back to pop my blisters. The one on the heel was gigantic and she had fun making sure that she got out as much fluid as she could. After that it was back across to the shin splint center where they ace bandaged my legs, plastic wrapped them, iced them, then plastic wrapped them again. I walked around like that the rest of the evening my legs in total bliss at being iced and wrapped. Erin offered moral support by cracking jokes that we all rolled our eyes at.

After that we headed to the remembrance tent. This was the one place in camp that is meant to be silent. As you approach the tent it is flanked by 13 other white tents, each lit from within. This is to represent the other cities that the walk has taken place in. The tents from previous races are all signed by the various participants. Inside the Remembrance tent was the smaller white tent for Atlanta as well as pictures of former walkers who had passed away. It was a great place to stop and reflect on why we were there. There was also a place to journal exactly why you were walking. It was a moving experience and I watched as strangers comforted each other. No words were said or needed- simply a hug or a touch of a hand.

Eventually we headed back to our tent. Ready to rest and finally get some sleep. Our tent was cold, and we bundled up, before diving under the covers. Unfortunately, the lady in the tent behind us did not feel the same way and we spent a good twenty minutes listening to her complain about everything from the route to the food. I was ready to go out and turn some Pollyanna on the situation, but loved the warmth of my sleeping bag just a bit more.

We then drifted off into what would be a restless and unrestful sleep for the both of us.

The Komen 3 Day- Day 1

After getting typing five pages about just day one, I decided to divided this up.

It is long, but it is here if you want to read. Day two (and three) should be up tomorrow.

"Sometimes we must be more than what we are." Lloyd Alexander

I gave this topic to my sophomores earlier this month to write about, asking them to explain a time when they had to be more than what they are. The responses varied from times they had to step up and do something they didn't want to do, to times when they had to do more push-ups than they thought physically possible. This last weekend I became more than what I am. I found an inner courage and determination that I didn't know I was physically capable of. I really did become more than what I was. I pushed myself to the limits and found what lied past the Natalie that I already knew. It is this story that I want to share with you.

When Elisha first suggested the three day a year ago now, I saw it as only a pipe dream. Something that I said, "yeah, I'd like to do that" but knew deep down I never would. I don't know what gave me that extra push to sign up. Maybe it was the fact that I wanted to accomplish something great. Maybe it was the determination that I could do something. Or maybe it was simply there were people out there counting on me to do this with them. I'll never know, but knowing that Elisha might not be able to participate I placed the call to Komen and signed up.

There were months of endless training and fund raising as I prepared for this challenge. In my mind I keep picturing how it would be, the fun I would have and the joy of crossing the finish line, little did I know what it would do.

The night before...

I was greeted at the Atlanta airport by Erin, my fellow team mate. She had flashy pink jewelry for us to wear along with a sign that got quite a few stares from those at the baggage claim. I feel so honored to have participated in this adventure with Erin. She pushed me and allowed me to make it to the end. She knew when I had to give up and dealt with the various moods that I was in. I am grateful she did this with me. Erin quickly informed me that there was rain in the forecast the next day, but that Saturday and Sunday were meant to be nice.

Pulling out my Pollyanna outlook on life, I declared the rain to be nothing but an adventure and put it from my mind. We were up late that night, eating cheese steaks and trying to cram all our goods into two duffel bags weighing less than 35 pounds. We got a tad creative with the green twine my dad had me bring from Salt Lake, but only had excitement about the day ahead.

Day 1

The weather caster was right. The 100% chance of rain on Friday turned out to be exactly what we got. We drove to the kick off sight in Alpharetta. The weather was damp and a bit on the chilly side for those southerners, but this western mountain girl was feeling just fine. We took our gear over to the waiting truck then headed to the porta-potties. Yes, my first three day adventure was in there as I found the drawstring on my pants would not come undone. After a few adventurous moments in the green monster I was able to rejoin Erin as we moved around the site. There were thousands of men and women milling around. Getting photos taken, finding ponchos and trying their best to stay out of the rain.

Erin and I moved into the pen where they walk was to begin, eagerly awaiting the start of our new adventure. The sky was still dark with clouds, but early morning light slowly trickled in. The music kept us pumped and we soon found ourselves clad in our ponchos dancing along. One woman there was on her own and we attached to her. Elyse amazed me. She had decided to participate only a month ago, and had done her training and fund raising in that time. She is a mother of two who lost her own mother to cancer only a few months ago. She remarked that, "Though it wasn't breast cancer that took my mom- cancer is still cancer."

While we waited and danced in the rain a rumor started circulating. There would be no camp that night, we were bunking indoors. This rumor seemed to be true as the rain continued to pelt down, but we waited for the official word.

Finally it was time to begin. I wish I could adequately describe the opening ceremonies. The ideas and the power of the feelings behind each word made me proud to be there. I stood there with 3400 people of various ages, backgrounds, and beliefs but for one weekend we were united. The force of good that people can hold overwhelmed me then, and I knew that no matter what the outcome of the weekend was, I would leave a better person.

As the flags celebrating the reasons we walked left the starting circle I began to feel the adrenaline. The song, "I'm Walking on Sunshine," was playing as it was our turn to leave the circle and start on our adventure. I was giddy and overwhelmed with happiness and found myself singing along, clasping the hands of other walkers and crew members as they cheered my start and knowing that the rain could not dampen my spirits.

The first two miles were full of smiles and getting to know you time with Elyse and Erin and I acting all goofy. Before we knew it we had made it to the first pit stop where I quickly gobbled up a banana. The pit stop was fun. Music playing, food galore, and wet, smiling faces. We didn't stay long though, eager to continue on with our journey.

The rain continued to pelt us and there were not that many dry spots when we arrived at the second pit stop. I filled up my sports drink bottle there, hoping that I was getting more than flavored water. With another quick snack we were on our way again. One thing about me, I walk fast. I always have. I can walk the same speed in heels as I can in trainers. So I found myself starting to out distance Erin and Elyse. On one of my solo outings that morning I met a youth minister named Susan.

Susan was from North Carolina and she was walking for her aunt and mom, who were both survivors. We set a grueling pace for each other that hour and talked about our homes and our lives. We trudged up a hill together, stopped to take our picture when we reached the top. We waved delightedly at the small school class that was out there to greet us. Learned a bit more about each other religions and beliefs, and continued our trek. When we got to lunch we separated, and I didn't see her the rest of my journey, but she helped me keep going those 6 miles we had together, and I will never forget they joy we felt when we saw the sign that said, "Lunch One Mile." We fought through the wind and the rain and arrived at our first lunch site- having completed ten miles.

Lunch was a miserable affair. That was because there was no place dry to sit and enjoy the remarkable food. By this time I was cold- not because it was cold outside, nope because the sports drink I had filled up on at Pit two had leaked all over my left leg, leaving me even more wet- and sticky- then the rain had done. Erin and Elyse were only about 15 minutes behind me. We were grateful for the hot chocolate that had been provided and so we stood in the rain and consumed our food.

By this time there really wasn’t a dry bit to our bodies. Thoughts crossed our mind of the nice warm bus that would take us the last ten miles to camp, but we decided to trudge on.

Apparently the neighborhood we walked in that afternoon was beautiful. I don't remember much of it. There was a lake, and some pretty trees. But I do remember trudging up hills the rain pelting into us and the wind blowing from all sides. It was at that time I realized that mom and dad were right, their stories about having to walk to school uphill both ways, is an actual possibility, because we never went downhill. It was all up.

About that time we were completely miserable, my shin splints had started (and would continue the next 50 miles) and we were too wet to even care what was going on. It was one foot in front of the other as we all trudged through the neighborhoods and laughed at the signs reminding us to reapply our sunscreen. In order to keep our spirits up we started the "I am grateful for..." game. We each took turns telling each other what we were grateful for and it did brighten the mood a bit.

What continued to brighten the mood was our crew at the street crossings, pumping music into air and bringing out our dancing moves. When the trudging became too unbearable Erin and I launched into a rousing chorus of "The Ants Go Marching" that song lasted us a good half a mile- In fact it may have gotten us to Pit stop 3.

By that time miles seemed to have become longer, we no longer believed the signs stating that we would arrive at our stop in another mile. But the mood continued to be bright. People were genuinely happy, despite the cold and the wet. So we continued on, Erin and I in the lead, Elyse behind us.

We finally made it to Pit 4 and rejoiced at the fact that there was only 2 miles left to go that day until we arrived at the new camp, which was a deserted office building. I was more excited for warm dry clothes than anything else. My shin splints were quite painful at that point, but we continued on. A half a mile after the pit stop we finally flagged down one of the sweep vans, vans meant to help you out and take you to the next pit stop.

The van was heaven sent and the three of us piled in and wore the beads they handed out with pride. Finally arriving at Pit 5 (where sleeping quarters were that night) we went looking for our stuff, grateful that they hadn't unloaded our items from the truck yet, so they were still dry. I was rather wet by this time and really couldn't move. I just wanted out of wet clothes and off my feet. We moved into the building, grateful to have flushing toilets in our temporary home, and found a room. It was like a giant sleep over. Strangers quickly became your sleeping companions and your fervent wishes that they did not snore or talk in their sleep took to the forefront in your mind.

Erin and I changed quickly and were grateful for the warm clothes. We then gathered up our supplies and headed towards the bus that would take us to camp- and a warm meal and warm showers.

The rain had yet to let up but we paid little heed to it. Shunning our walking shoes for our flip flops we walked (or limped) into camp ready to be fed. We were so well taken care of there. A crew member took our plates and then went to make our hot chocolate for us. Crew members handed out towels as we went to shower in the back of semis, even with the rain and the miserable day we all had we kept smiling through. It was amazing.

After a refreshing shower, Erin and I headed back to camp where we were delighted to find out that La Croix was sponsoring free feet massages. We quickly sat down for a lovely foot massage and I decided right then and there that these people one the best booth award. That was until I went to the post office and received notes from friends and family, offering their encouragement for this race and their faith in me. Next to them was the Komen tent where swept up in the day’s events, Erin and I saved our spot for the Cleveland 3 Day. Yes, even after the miserable walk we had that day, and two more days facing us, I was ready to jump at the fact to do it all again.

We walked around a bit then decided to head back for bed. Of course others had that same thought and we ended up waiting an hour in the rain for a bus, and the nice warm clothes I had put on were now damp. While we waited in line there was a karaoke contest going on. I started to sing along and the man standing in front of us whirled around and said, "Why aren't you up there." I smiled, pleased with the compliment.

We finally made it back to our sleeping headquarters, and I really couldn't move by that point. I was in so much pain, that I didn't know how I would make it through the next day.

Before I left my father offered me a blessing. In that blessing I was told, among other things, that I would find the strength to complete this walk. As I lay in my sleeping bag that night I reminded my Heavenly Father about that promise. I told him that I was doing what I could to complete my end but I needed him to help me. I knew that without his help I would not be able to finish. I feel into a fitful sleep that night, proud at my accomplishments and ready to start a new day.

Why I love sophomores

Q: Who is the historical person you would like to spend time with?

A: Oprah Winfrey is a historical person. She has been around for like 20 years.


I love journal grading time.

Family Trip- Fall 2008

This month has been brutal. I have been running all over the place, doing this and that. But this last weekend we went to Yellowstone National Park as a family.

It was delightful and we saw some great things.

Here are some of the highlights:

1- Boston has realized that his Aunt Timmy is probably the funniest person he knows
2- Lu has discovered her true calling as a makeup artist.10-
3- I gave Boston his first taste of ice cream and chocolate.
4- I can quote Poe every time we see a raven
5- I have explored the seedier side of Pocatello
6- Yarn is Boston's new favorite toy and he loves the Riverton fight song
7-We caused and Elk jam and had the rangers come and tell us to leave.
8- I saw a moose and a wolf.
9- Besides being the best dad in the world, my father is by far the best grandfather in the world.
10- There are strange buffalo all around West Yellowstone.
11-Nothing says love like lobbing pine cones at each other- or Bear Scat
12- Huckleberry is fantastic.

Now the slide show with only about 40 of the 200 pictures I took:

What? It has really been a month?

I just noticed that it has been over a month since I last update here. I could give you all the excuses but really it just comes down to school is kicking my behind, and keeping me busier than I imagined. I am left wondering how I survived school, teaching and work earlier this year. The Lord truly blessed me then as he continues to bless me now.

Let's see if I can recap the last month for you:

1- Had to buy a new computer, the space bar fell off the old one.
2- Survived Parent Teacher Conferences and got one kid grounded.
3- I switched wards, so I am no longer the choir director.
4- I am the English Tech girl now, it is kinda fun really.
5- I am also the co-advisor of the academic team
6- The three day is in 3 weeks. Ack! But I am only 150 dollars short.

The faculty is awesome (I might also bribe them with weekly treats), I have taken on a ton of responsibilities which I find to be challenging and exhausting, the kids and I are finally getting used to each other. My 8th period are still hellions, but they finally know Ms. Bellamy means business. I have some cute kids, some who I just adore. They drive me batty, but they also remind me how much fun teaching can be and help remind me that I am there for far more then teaching English Lit.

And I bring pictures-
I have to explain one thing about this before I post them. After I read one to many papers using words such as bcuz I decided it was time to change this I have started Bellamy's Bootcamp. So in the spirit of this, my room is currently decorated in Army style.

Yeah, I told you I was freaking amazing (well, at least I am having fun with this unit- better than grading worksheets).


This is the South Wall of my class. It has the monthly calendars, the Hogwarts crest, and the posters for figurative language.


This is the first half of the East wall. The posters with yellow sticky notes are where we are keeping track of my 'platoons' points


They took out the tvs last year, so now I use mine as a shelf.


The rest of the wall, displaying students art work. This is going to be changed next week to show their picture sonnets. It is also the home of my six foot shakespeare.


My North wall. Displaying David Tennant and Brian Vaughn. Along with articles about the school.


The West wall with my shelves, mugs, and pictures.


The rest of the west wall, with the get to know Ms. Bellamy poster. Allison, Rishi, Erin, E, and Patty are all featured on this wall. (The Atlanta group will be featured soon)


Yes, I killed that many trees. It is a sad, sad thing. Someday I will figure out how to teach without worksheets. Basically, kids all need a lap top.


Finally, my desk. it is before school so it is still organized. And proudly displayed over my computer- The Doctor and Rose and Harry Potter!


So there you go, I am going to try to be around more this month, but it is another busy month.